redroguish

solitaryvoyage.livejournal.com, to track my footsteps during exchange
:)

now, i can proudly say it's 4 down and 1 more to go, malay.
oh wellla. so glad that im near the end point already.
But i do have to say i am at a bliss point of my life.
and im waiting for an hour, and i will be even happier with KOI in my hands :D haha

This sem, was like an emotional rollercoaster; brings you al the way up and jive right down. But, after the jive, things can only get better (right?).

Also, thinking about youth, young, and dangerous. it makes me more wary of the dangers we face daily. Like the old saying, we've to treasure and cherish what we have and of course, getting what we want. And zara's collection is damn good this season. i really have to go back there again. well, we have to admit how consumerism and utility are so closely linked. It's a goddamn direct relationship and i need it. haha

Humans, we all put up defenses, and hide behind our masks to protect ourselves or to disguise ourselves? It's such a fine line between them 2 and it's impossible to differentiate between them. And Ive come to a point of realisation that i dont like the guessing game. I will take your words at face value, and expect no more.

Blah, blah, many things happening this week, so i certainly do hope all will turn out well. all rather unexpected occurrences, carpe diem. :)

when people keep lying, how do i trust again?

they said that taiwan and korean drama tend to make girls fantasize and romanticise the whole notion about love. but, when i watch them, i get this sense of disbelief. i wonder who did this people get this ideas which are so out of the world?

i tried to look into the other's perspective, i cant help if u still choose to be the hermit crab.

only you know what's 1111,
and the mere presence of earth day this year just jolted my memory.

"who cared about the one hour of lights out?"
i'll live in darkness for that hour this year.

kick ass, dance and laugh the night away; that's my antidote.

I've got to say that the impromptu night was an epic one. it was just out of pure fun.
the night started with mtg w the team for a nice dinner and well spending some time tgter and of cos teaching ade that u can actually scroll to show the diff emoji that u can use! I swear she's so cute when she realised how bimbotic she was lol

then, the 3 shorties got lost while trying to Get to island creamery; yea big losers I know. But we ended up at a cool chill out place for coffee before I headed down to meet the girlies for our Friday night out!

emotions filled the air, I like aunt agony and I just like being their aunt agony ;)
haha
B, little j and s kicked some ass.
Handpuppets, are cute ;)

Mahjong, beer and cigg.
and great company.
I'm happy ;)

in e deck now, waiting for Ethel to buy her ytf so I can buy my seafood noodles plus egg!
Whilst queueing, I can still remember the time whentriciafirst exclaimed the goodness of the fish soup in sch. Now, it's my staple. ;)

I let u in by accident; when I let down my guard.
I trusted you like no other.
I should never have.

nobody

then, am I still in your thoughts?

I'm touched that people still bother to visit my nonexistent blog which lack updates.
Maybei shld just make my posts public. (thou I still m bit uncomfortable w sharing my feelings, I'll try.)
I really appreciate this people. I was thinking of just sharing my life w lj, my lj will be my bf.
Something tt doesn't change.

Ok, snapping out of this; imsleeping early tonight; it's only 11+

I knew it wasn't easy but I told myself that I can make it through this.
Rationally, we are indeed qte a mismatch and that's comforting to know that we'reno longer wasting each others time. Yet, i can't get over it.

I thought I could keep psych-ing myself into it; now thinking about that, it feels like escapism.
rationality, judgements, humans. I'm tired.

And, I can't handle this nor that. I confessed that I'm a coward. Just let me be, but don't leave...

maybe it's my quarter life crisis.

I guess this is a straightforward post to update u guys. ;)
I'm fine, yet not so. But, don't worry, things will work out eventually and till then, I'll torture u w my emo-ness...
That's my drive in blogging.
Emotions into words on blogs.

and i just found my tumblr acc,, it's http://blownaway.tumblr.com/ :D