heys, need help in this! this random thing i chanced upon, and i really love this picture; andfor a DAMN good cause. love you if u click it for me! here's the link!

www.birdsontherooftop.blogspot.com
CLICK "LIKE IT! "

 this time around, 
it's rather unexpected; 

firstly, having people who's randomly wishing you on your bday (cos of FB yesh)
and secondly, unexpected company

love it thou :D

in a mood to SHOP
need to get a phone REAL soon! 
thou im upset with my SAMSUNG, im secretly (or overtly) happy to get a new PHONE! :D
HTC magic

 facebook birthday reminders- yay or nay

 

with facebook, we can no longer distinguish between who truly remembers our birthday anymore. it blurs the line btw friends who truly care and those who do that out of courtesy and of course, convenience.

 

but, i dont demean facebook. i forget birthdays all the time; and it's the only way to keep track of birthdays, sending well wishes; taking the chance to keep in contact; even if it's just once a year. 

 

LASTLY, 

 

despite the ease and convenience of the internet which may make greetings less sincere than before, i really do appreciate those that bother to click on my page and took those few secs to type in those words for me :D 

i hope i didnt miss out anyone when i replied to your messages :)

(xcept wt) :)

 

there's a part of me that hates you; 

who would have guessed that all those time spent, those memories we have are would be forgiven and left to dust;  thrown away so easily; 

yours, is just courtesy. why bother.

these days are really packed with work, and the constant need to sustain a social life.

before i forget, pls patronise whitetrucksocks.livejournal.com

the first post is a spree, EVERYTHING is imported, so. cutsey pretty stuff you dont want to miss you :D

yesh, that alone is time consuming.

the cruel midterms are finally over :D (shouts and cheer)
but, the down side is that ive a MOD that ive NEVER touched on and the worst of all is that, i never go for the lectures for that cos they're 8ams??!!!

and yesh, i missed this week one's too, again :(
now, i really got to catch up on that mod cos that mid term is on nov!!
and and and, there's another gamelan test coming up, im totally screwed; class WAS SO BAD! who knew that GAMELAN playing would DRIVE ME CRAZY??!!
MADNESS

friday was spent with the T house, mooncake fest celebration, spent on the rooftop of the central lib in NUS, with sparkles, lanterns, mooncakes and ballon blowing. such activities link wayback into the past; where we find excitement in lighting up the lanterns, putting up lanterns around the house and then rescuing them from firing(unlike guys who LOVE to burn them up) HAHA. 

and sat, my childlike mum insists on such a tradition and we had a mini mooncake fest in our house, with her lighting up the place with lanterns, thou it does sounds a little retarded, i got to admit that it's nice and it was nice, just to sit around in the garden, and type my entry :D HAHA

of yesh, speaking of childlike, i had MACdonalds breakfast today. awesome price at institutes!!

whilst typing this, i heard a sound,peering out, i saw the lantern fell to the ground and burst into flames. and i continued to sit here, typing my entry. well, i guess that's what they mean when they say, people grow up? :p

yesterday, i was made responsible of the itinerary for our holiday at AUSTRALIA; and contrary to popular belief, im going with my family, not my lover! it was brain- wrecking, having to go through all the websites, tourism page, and all, really reminded me of KOREA :D

everything seemed much clearer today, kinda have several place i really want to go; now, have to check whether they're safe for elderly cos my grandmama is gg along too, grandma's DAY out! :))

after seeing ALL those pages, and pictures, im really excited about this trip :D
:D

like thorns piercing through the yolk, and yellow fluid flows out profusely; stained, and un--washable; somethings are irreversible.

i wonder, if we always trying to be careful with the pots, air-con units, window grills when we pass any hdb flats, buying insurance so that our families would be better protected against any unfortunate events, IF we're always so cautious,or at the very least trying to be,then why do accidents happen?

why should there even be accidents?
to learn to treasure before anything happens?
nonsense.

i feel your pain, so im hurting as well baby.
just 3 mths back, you were the one supporting me through the tough time of my life. never would i have guessed that you needme now; like how i needed you. it hurts so bad and then, it felt like you've done so much for me.
Now, whilst i ponder whilst typing this, i really do not know how to do the same for you. well i guess, im not really a giver in the r/n. There seemed like so much i can do, but i just dont know what.

maybe my greatest gift to you is to be with you, keeping you company, bouncing around and rubbing off some happiness onto you.

FUCKING PISSED.
f you.

bossy bitch.
ruining everything not bothering about the feelings of others. FUCK YOU seriously

my life is SIBEI SWAY for the past 24 hours, and will continue to be for the next 72 seriously.

all this time, we have many differences; one of which is this, and this, hasn't been reconciled ever since the beginning.

flexibility, opening up options; questioning; has always been something foreign to you. not me, so, i cant never comprehend. never? (but nothing is absolute?)

Selectively choosing the days to go down for Arts orientation week did not make it any less significant. Green is our blood, tied to our hearts. how true.

never thought that GREEN is such a warm colour.
awesome frienships made. foreverxzx BFF :DD

someone asked me a question, and that set me wondering;
would responsibility, so stressful and tiring, tie someone down, deprive them of pleasure and excitement? objectively, it wouldn't. However, the world is far from perfection; few can. Despite the agony and hatred felt, there's a part of me that sympathises; my sympathy goes out to him; believing that he behaves the way he is, because of some sort of character deficient. Awkward fills the air despite the smile, as we toddle our fingers.

we can never understand how and why people behave the way they do. Very often, hatred, jealousy leads to questioning and then a rationale side would provide reasons for them?
or reasons to convince ourselves that human nature is kind? for them or for ourselves we may ask.

Different upbringing and experiences brings about different perception and judgment. Cos everyone stands by their POV, friction is produced. compromise; but, who is going to, put down their belief and gracefully welcome yours?

like crows, rummaging for dregs in the bins, a simile perfect to describe them.

unpacking, throwing things everywhere, just like crows.
but, they only do that, when im not there, where no one is there to see that ugly side of them. don't cockroaches do that too? hide in the dark, coming up, sneaking, when there's no one there.

people, or singaporeans in particular.
are they TRUELY law abiding citizens, or is it just a show there put up; to show how civilized, well educated they're? Ironically, we're known for our honesty and the education system!

and geng geng geng.
life has been busybusybusy these days, trying to squeeze the most of each day before sch starts...

and, nus bidding system sucks. thou it's better than ntu's fastest fingers first. it's sick to make their students worry for their education there. NOW, ive heard so many who didnt even get one single core mod! Although ive got the 2 mods ive bided for, life STILL sucks cos i w=planned to do 3 core mods. now, ive to reconsider the mods available for me and all, al over again. im so tired to do this crap that i really cant be bothered anymore.

ohoh, supper club is worth the trip; :D

and i feel ike munching thou m damn full, must be the periods. :(

misunderstandings and conflicts are prevalent in human r/s; making communication essential.
i dont need the unnecessary stares and tones; biasness, comes 2 way. now that you started it, it's time for me to reciprocate.

braving through the tough times together.
we've been through it all; what the future has in store for us is uncertain;
"i woke up, i was screaming, calling out your name"
you wont hear it anymore would you?

desperate to slap myself awake, just to realise that the time we can spend with each other is limited. seconds, mins, hours, days, weeks, months tick by so quickly. in the blink of the eye, we're approaching the end of the month of july and you're meeting your batch mates, getting excited about the new phase in your life.

now, strangling to keep afloat with all the updates and changes in the loves of my loved ones and friends. i must say that, this summer has been a rather eventful one.

A roller coaster ride of emotions.
# school in and out, with nightmares, anxiety and relief
# stirrup feelings of worries, frustration and sadness
# soothing, exciting and gratifying korea
# upbeat-ables

blanking out upon seeing the blank white screen.

for the cavities you remove, there would be fillers, just as how friends are supposed to be the ones that would fill up your life.Then again, fillers are dark and black, and also fades away. Just like how things are, all part of a plan.

lovers, come together w a twist of fate; just part of a plan...

boys over flowers,:D
makes me feel like im so in love lol

korea plans are finalised, now, the next BIG thing,
to check whether my passbook has expired, and to start packinggg
great, BFF, BFE next :D

zachary quinto, damn HOT :D

holidays, more meetups and time to rejuvenate!
c'mon relieve the goodtimes :D

next up, imparting my minute econs knowledge to jun, then to aljunied for some FROGS and CHICKEN with the TOUCH team!

it's summer, so head out to the sun!


like what BOWL insists, seductive?!

chanced upon and i realise how one's actions can cause much pain in another.
i apologise, cos it's really unintentional. ;S

i hope i can make it up to you. and later, when we meet, things will not be weird.
but, i would be the one u can call when you need someone to sort things out in the middle of the night :)
and maybe, we can go to somewhere else?

im sorry, really

superman
wolverine

to prep myself for an action packed supernatural heroes movies, i decided to have some role play thing.
i straighten my arms and "flew" just like how spider man would.

and, then, i spent my time cleaning up the blood on my knees.
i wonder do superheroes lick their wounds after they get injured? at least iron man does!
annnnddd, the best thing is that, i met 2 friendly girls in e toilet that helped me clean my wounds. DDAMNNN nice.
SEE, singaporeans can be nice and helpful when they see someone helplessslike me!HAHHA
feel loved when someone cleans my wounds for me, esp, when baby think of it, and offered to come down to clean it for me :D

ok, back to wolverine, it was so DAMN goood, good plot, graphics, effects, intensity mixed w some humor and romance, and nevertheless, HOT guys :X hahas

sick and tired of this
sick and tired of this
sick and tired of this

turn off the phone, turn on the fun.